my blog is over now. will i return.. who knows?

im not actually leaving cuz its a means of communication for me and my bff so ill be around. but ill be posting mostly thoughts, no pics or anything.

i’ve turned into something i don’t want to be and i feel like this is right.

thanks for all the love bbys 

almost went home today.

what are you supposed to do when you keep fucking things up.

im not trying to. i don’t like being in trouble. who likes being in trouble. i feel like i have an evil twin thats going around treating everyone like shit. when its actually me. and my plan of staying in my room to avoid saying anything to make people angry with me has made them even more angry with me. and they’re saying things about me that don’t sound true but i guess they are. ask any of my friends and they’ll tell you I’m a nice funny person. so why can’t i do that here? 

I’m seriously confused with myself. 

and all i want to do right now is laugh with my best friend until my stomach hurts and falls off.

then again, life does lack inspiration.

or maybe not. maybe I’m just hollow inside.

like  straw